Chapter - 62 -
The deep hole
If you think I have a solution for everything, I have to disappoint you. In all the years
I have been here on earth, I have learned, seen and heard a lot. I managed to come
out of a lot of situations, some of them were very difficult, others looked as if there
would never be an answer. Living life in this world, is like being in school or some
other place where you need to learn. When I look at some people around me, it is
as if they go around in a circle. A circle that takes them deeper and deeper into a
negative world. If it went upwards, they would return to a positive world.
This time I want to talk about the negative circle called "The deep hole".
A deep dark hole, impossible to escape from. It looks as if we are going deeper and
deeper into it. Why is that?
What can we possibly learn from these negative deep holes? How did we get in?
But most importantly, how can we get out of that dark place?
Let me start with the first question. Why is that? When you observe your life, you see
that there are lots of ups and downs in it. The ups are there when you see life as a
happy and interesting time, the downs when you notice there is more going on in life
than just happiness and health. There is a great deal to learn, not only for ourselves,
but for all of us. Life is a learning process, a place to figure out things and to manage
things the way you are supposed to accomplish your goals. This does not completely
answer the question "Why", because there is more. We all have to learn to manage
the negative energy waves. Energy waves? Yes energy waves are also the key of life.
As I wrote elsewhere, our lives exist, because we are a complex part of the energy
waves that create our lives and our entire stay here on earth. Let me try to explain.
Energy waves are what we are, we are made of energy and we are nothing other than
energy. All you can see, is that same energy, the same thing you are made of.
So you also create your own world (but about this I will tell you more in another
chapter). This energy is the "God" you all talk and write so much about. Thus, we are
the same energy as the dog, the plant and even our house. All is made from the same
energy and all comes together. If you do not want to see or be involved with things
around you, you cut yourself off from the outside world and become lonely, in what
I call "The deep hole". The deep hole is what you create and what you allow to come
up. It is you who creates this deep hole, it is just you. You can come out of it, because
it is your own energy that has to connect again with the universal energy. All problems
come from the loss of connection with the outside world, or rather the outside energy.
Why do such crises happen? They are nothing more than the result of losing the
connection with the Universe and energy. You can do everything with the energy,
because you yourself are its product. You were made of energy, pure energy that is life
and the key to life. If you want to turn away from believing in this source and do it your
own way, you lose that connection. This will result in sickness, bad moods and losing
the grip on your life. In the world of today, many things happen. People build all kinds of
different buildings and live in them with hundreds of people on a few square feet.
There are machines and electronics, of which we do not know how they change our
energy fields. Then there is the artificial light we live in. When I work in fluorescent
light, I find my energy field goes down. The same happens when I sit in front of my
computer. Sometimes, I have the feeling I am the computer and I do not need a
mouse/tablet, because I can move the cursor with my finger! All this negative energy
takes you down, until you are no longer able to keep the connection with the primary
energy field around you. This is when we fall into that hole we are seeing as
a "Deep hole".
Which brings me to the second question: What can we learn from these negative
things? Learning is the reason why we are here. Over and over again, we need to
learn, to eventually reach a higher level. In the meantime, we start again and again,
getting new opportunities to learn our lesson. This kind of learning we do, is more like
keeping the Universal energy loaded with positive energy, allowing the entire system
to exist. The problem we have right now is that negative energy is increasing. It is
difficult to keep positive energy at a high level for all people, nature and the Universe.
Let me give an example. When people live together in a city - sometimes millions of
them together in one place - you can see and feel all the negative energy of the
people who are trying to survive in an unhealthy environment. They fight, they shout
and they do anything to stay alive. Struggle through life is their motto and so they
continue to live in this negative energy field. People who live in a small village with
their garden and nature around them, are working in a positive energy field.
People in villages are more relaxed and live a better life, healthier and more in touch
with positive energy. Back to the question: What can we learn from this negative
energy from the deep holes? Every life - human, animal or plant life - has its own part
to play in this world. The wave of positive and negative gives us the strength to reach
a higher level. There we will find a way to see that there is more than just struggling to
survive. But people whose lives are like a flat line, do not learn from their existence
and ultimately cannot say what they have learned. The Universal energy, the same
as the energy of ourselves, needs these ups and downs. For example, if you have
a lot of money and you buy the biggest and most expensive car, you probably do not
really enjoy that car. You just have it as a status symbol. If you have to work hard for
your first second-hand car, you are proud and you enjoy it. Things you just get, are
not really enjoyable. But things that are hard to get, are things you are proud of. It is
the same in life: it does not work if your life is one happy ride! On the contrary, it would
be a waste of a lifetime and a waste of being here. Don't get me wrong, it is not
necessary to always go to the limit. But you have to manage your life in such a way
that you are always trying to do something that will be a little beyond what you think
you can reach.
Now we come to that last question: How can we get out of these holes? You know now
that the holes are necessary to grow in life. Because you are reaching further than
what you believe is possible for you. While you are reaching, your energy is at its
peak, because you need to deliver a top performance. Working with your positive
energy also means that you are feeling, seeing and knowing more. All your sensors
are working to the full. You are also more positively loaded and there is this point you
have to reach, the point where you believe you can do anything! Compare this to
someone who sits watching TV, feeling sick and tired, talking only about how sick he
is and how terrible people can be. He is full of negative energy and the positive
energy is working overtime to keep his body running. If there is no longer any positive
input in that body, the positive energy already there will fade away after a while.
You can get this positive energy by going for a walk in a park or to a playground,
watching children playing and having fun. Take a deep breath, close your eyes and
see yourself doing things you like to do. Hold this in your mind as long as possible.
Listen to relaxing music, not that hard rock negative stuff, but music without lyrics.
Go to a museum and let the beautiful things you see take over your mind. Go to a
ballpark and enjoy watching or playing a game. Take a piece of paper and write
down what you think you need to do, but also what you already did. Look at what you
wrote and you will look at problems in a different way. This way is the positive one,
making you forget the negative side of life. Or if you like nature, walk through a
cornfield and cherish the wonderful world we live in. Sit on a beach or the bank of a
river and let all this positive energy come into you. You will feel that the deep hole is
filled with light.
YOU can do what you want. All human beings are capable of doing what is in their
minds. Only one thing is important: You have to believe in yourself and believe that
you are the energy that is around you and what you are made of. Your body is no
more than a collection of light/energy, the same energy that plants, rocks, and
everything else around you is made of.
All is made of the same energy as you are.
Coming out of the deep hole is not always easy. I can tell you that it is sometimes a
long way to go, because it depends on how far you have gone into that negative field
that has to be rebuilt with new positive energy. But it is possible, because if I can do it,
you can do it too! Go and get back the connection with nature and the positive world,
and you will notice that new possibilities will come your way. In the meantime, you will
also get positive input from other positive people.
You can do it!
TO MY NEXT CHAPTER